Tara's experience in Liberia. It's contribution to the further development of 'Waxing Moon Mask' Journey: In 2016 I had the great honor to fly to Liberia with a team of instructors from the US to assist in the free B4 Youth Theatre summer camp programming. The theme this year was "Fight The Stigma" and the company and instructors were working with students to devise original theatre pieces on the theme of overcoming stigma on Liberian people, stigma created in the global community against West Africans who had suffered the devastating effects of the Ebola epidemic. Not only had Liberian communities been shaken, having been robbed of so many of their beloved family members; but on top of that, media from western countries lobbed racist insults aimed at West African countries like Liberia, falsely laying blame on these communities for the impact of the illness. The theme, "Fight The Stigma," was a way of using youth voices to push back. As a theatre pedagogue and mask maker, I wanted to use the masks as tools for facilitating not only the amelioration of student actor performance skills, (actor training,) but also to help facilitate personal storytelling through improvisation. I hoped that these masks would make it easier for these young people to devise original plays that amplified their emotional truths. That year, the training sites used the masks which we had made by my company, Waxing Moon Masks, and sent on to the training sites in the previous year. These were masks with emotions embedded in them, (joy, fear, anger, sorrow, surprise, disgust, ambiance, pretension, shame, pride) and masks with familial forms embedded in them, (parent, elder, baby.) My hope in making these particular shapes was that these forms would aid students in telling stories about their feelings in the wake of the horrendous illness, stories about their needs, stories about their families, stories that reflected their challenges, but more importantly, their strengths. Once we started working together at B4's Mt Barclay's program site, I immediately started to see integral connections between movement and emotion. To release movement, a young participant has to feel safe to express emotion, and vice versa. I began seeing that circuit between movement and emotion as deeply impactful, not only for training actors, but in empowering story tellers. Besides the joy of playing and training with the instructors and students, I was also gifted with the deep satisfaction of witnessing student instructors in action with their younger peers. There was so much love and pride generated by the young instructors in making stories for the stage that meant something important to them, that articulated their agency. Their growing confidence to say their truth, and the very act of encouraging the other young people of the program to share their truths, was everything I could have asked for. My years of work in the professional performance field had taught me that I had to be truthful with myself, and now, that message was being echoed and amplified through these brilliant young people in ways I never could have imagined, in service of their voices and their communities. To say I was deeply moved is no where near adequate to express the joy and satisfaction I felt. I learned that SHARING ONE'S TRUTH is a powerful gift to give any community, and B4 was doing this and so much more. Specifically, in speaking to my work on creating pedagogy with emotion masks, one student's feedback comment seemed to speak my own experience so much. They wrote, "With the mask I am brave, and I don't fear nothing." I couldn't have asked for a more affirming comment. This student, like me, had realized that the artifice of a mask can offer freedom and play and strength to speak one's truth. It was after leaving Liberia that I started to develop words for the kinds of masks I had felt compelled to make for our storytelling that year. Over the last 6 years, this work has evolved into a unique physical theatre research and training pedagogy that we call, "Embodying Archetypes." Embodying Archetypes embraces the philosophy of creating expressive work from where and who you are, sharing your truth as a person with infinite possibilities, and diverse experiences. We are ALL filled with impressions, understandings, creative data that is unlike anyone else's, if only we trust that what we have to say is already enough. It is important enough, it is interesting enough, it is brave enough. This was the lesson I learned from working with the B4 team, and it's a lesson that continues to grow in me. The team of B4 Youth Theatre instructors that are visiting our Waxing Moon Masks studio this summer are making masks with deep engagement in the Embodying Archetypes pedagogy, using the body's keen intelligence to tell their truths in all its diverse splendor, and amplifying what feels important to them in this moment as they research the complex histories of Liberia and the US in relationship. At the end of our 10 Session Mask Making Residency, we will host what is called in western theatre practice, a "Mask Birth". This is a sharing and research Open Session, meaning it's open to be viewed by guests of the organization. At this event, which is being generously hosted by The Strand Theater in Baltimore, Maryland, our instructors will try on the masks they created for the first time with the intention of giving them movement, spirit, rhythm... life! We will toast the accomplishments of the creatives who are sharing their truths, we will welcome their emerging mask characters into this reality, and celebrate the "200 Years of Returns" project as a whole. I hope you can join us! -Tara Cariaso |